Thursday, March 31, 2011

never ending suffering is all about me.

i thought i will never be back to blogging again but i think it would make me feel much more better than keeping all the things all by myself i am going crazy my heart is bleeding all the time and the pain is making me numb. This year so many things is just keep happening..... i am still having problems with my family. i am having problems with my brothers. i have problems in my studies too. i feel so helpless i feel so lonely i had nothing i can hold on to. no one is there for me During day time i am still fine. but when its at night.... i start to think alot.... i always feel like crying at every night when i already know crying wont help me solve my problems. And u know what? There are times where i still think of u yet i dunno how to tell u. Today i went to your blog and i know u are down. hey girl cheer up k u are much more stronger than i am so i am sure u are fine. I never forget anything about u but i know we will never be tgt anymore.... hais.... i think i should stop before my tears come out on its own LOL. hao la i sound so emo! dont wan say le hahas. Going to eat my dinner le bye =)

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