its the end of my story

u know i am really really really sad and shagg today i having trouble with my studies and family too. I am really sorry for my attitude for today and ya i trust u and ya i think i really still cant forget about u at all i still love u. last long with your boy i am sure he will be 100% better than i am i am sure of this i am sure he can give u the happiness that i cant. Today will be the last time i update my blog because this blog is just for u and me but i think everything is no longer the same as before time will never go back so ya i got to move on to a life without u. i will be fine so dont worry. bb tc.

i am crying once again =::(

hmm i dunno where to start. i thought everything will be fine i thought i will never cry again le but how i know i cry once again le my heart cant take it anymore le hahas i tried my very best to keep my tears inside the bottom of my heart le yet its coming out again hahas i thought i forget about u le but maybe i am wrong i though my wound heal le but i realize wound will never heal it become a deep scar in my heart and it will open up anytime anywhere hahas i am going crazy i cant control my emothions anymore fml.

u are still inside my mind.

Hmm lets start talking about new year huh hmm my ang bao like a little only leh =( sad case lol and kind of boring this year actually to me nothing is fun anymore hahas so ya hmm for today i went to s to meet  my brother leh and had so much fun today maybe to me now the only happiness is to hang out with them ba hahas hmm today while walking towards sp with aae kia they all we saw 2 girl in uniform and i thought is U sia.... i was kind of happy and sad i thought i get to see u but in the end its a false alarm =( hmm your life seem good to be hahas and work hard for your studies k hahas dont end up like a useless person like me hehe negetive again huh hahas ok la not negetive la i am just telling a fact nia. hmm just reach home and dunno what to do now and a good news i nowadays seldom smoke le hehe =) a good start huh but my studies still kind of cmi =( hope i can get to higher nitec ba omg may god bless me man hehe. 171020100221 is something i can never forget.</3